so everyone goes out and the sun is going down and im lying on the trampoline realising how i pretty much have no friends and the ones whom consider me a friends dont treat me like a friend and i dont respect them worth shit. so i go for what ends up to be a very philosophical 2 hour walk which makes me feel worse. i wlak around randomly and then miss my bus home so i walk back in the dark. i get home and find out the girl who apparently liked me but "wasnt ready for a relationship" a week ago has a boyfriend - she met him like a week ago. wow my luck with girl has got to be in the bottom 2 percent on this earth. fuck this blows

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