Well, i had kinda the same problem . . But i don't know, people come, people go . . In my case that all turned quite unexpectedly in my favor, sort of. Every now and then some girl tries to get closer and closer to me and the next thing i now she won't let go . . I need such attachments, but they don't. I don't think I'll ever be able to have a stable relationship. All my depressions and all that otherr bs . . Alcohol, anti-depressives and so on. The only one i ever really loved i had to painfully let go so she wouldn't suffer because of my problems . She begged that we solve these problems together . . But these problems will never solve. Life sucks indeed, my friend. And i said . . People come, people go . . Just treasure those happy moments, however small or inexistent they might be. Look for them in the strangest and most banal places . . It is there where you will find what you are looking for. That's the best piece of advice i can give you . . Oh, and another thing: Don't mix up a bottle of Jack Daniels with Prozac and Beer and jump off the window of a second story building through a thick window and eventually landing with your foot in a fence. It's bad for you, i tell ya . .

There's always more to see, more to feel, more to experience . . Other than all the shit other people are putting you through. Just forget about them, don't mind them !

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Flashing lights and racing hearts.
Will you ever just slow down?
How did we end up here?
And all those sirens are getting louder.
Flashing lights and racing hearts.
I don't think we're gonna make it out.
This won't end well. (...Make it out...)
This won't end well.